(a.n.) Well... my first fanfic in like forever. if some of you have noticed, yes this is the FIRST Snk series I had ever MADE!!! yay! i'm trying to get into over fandoms recently and I'm so happy! currently i'm making progress to some of the requests some of i have so look forward to it! nee?~
Two months ago, Levi had finally opened up to you. He was the love of your life. Then it happened, the night that you have been saving yourself for. The night where you and him were one, but to your dismay, he had to leave for his work the morning after and left you without any promise, without any clue on what your relationship was.
It was true both of you had strong feelings for each other, but after he left the house you, Levi and your best friends Hanji and Erwin shared, you felt lonely. Sad to the fact you were left behind. Alone in the house with Hanji, and with Levi and Erwin's absence. And then one day you heart had. Bloomed once again. Hanji got a call from the two...
...He was finally coming home.
Hanji had you all dressed up, even though the time waiting for him and all those stress-relieving eating sessions had made you a bit fatter, just a little, Hanji managed to find new clothes for you in time. So you were desperately finding him through the crowd of people coming out of the arrival zone, until your (e/c) orbs found his.
Levi was finally in your grasp again.
Hanji nudged you, signaling you to run and hug him. You were to do so until your eyes found a petite figure beside him. She was absolutely beautiful. Erwin soon noticed the tension and hurried up to greet you first with a tight hug.
"(y/n)! Good to see you again!" he smiled, but it made you slightly sick when your gaze peeked over to see Levi whispering something to the lady before walking towards you.
"Nice to see you." he patted your back awkwardly.
The ride home was quite silent. you didn't see any reason why 'she' had to come with you and the others. You could almost feel yourself vomit towards how she quickly fell asleep on Levi's shoulder. Thank god you were sitting in the passenger's seat next to Hanji, who was driving all of you home.
During dinner with Erwin's well-missed mashed potatoes and honey glazed ham, there was this weird silence that had kept the people present on the table from breaking the ice. So you regrettably asked the woman, "So, what's your relationship with Levi?" You showed her a persuasive fake smile. Of course she returned the gesture, Levi then suddenly looked tense, despite his stoic facade.
"I'm his fiancé" she held out her hand, showing a pure white diamond ring on her finger, she had this innocent smile on her face that really made You more queasy.
Your gaze then traveled up to him. Clearly with such saddened eyes, thankfully, the newly engaged woman was too dense to notice your expression, but the others, they were such in a distressed state, knowing that you were the one who deserved his heart not her. Unfortunately,as of the moment, it seems she did a good job to grasp his feelings during the two months he was absent from...
Her name was Petra Ral, she's younger than you, more beautiful than you, thinner than you. You washed your face as you looked finally at your pale cold face on the mirror. Miss Perfect had to spoil your delicious dinner and now its flushed down the toilet, with the queasiness gone, you've gone your way to help Hanji out with the dishes.
"You okay?" the brunette asked, wiping down the last piece of utensil.
"I'm fine, just a bit sick of the recent events that's all." You partially smiled.
You refused to talk to Levi all night, he wanted to explain something to you but to no avail, you kept avoiding every possible contact you have to do with him.
"Petra? You can go sleep with Levi in his room, I'll be sharing the room with Erwin, since my bedroom is still a mess." you announced, freezing the two boys from what they were doing.
Levi was about to protest, but Petra kept clinging happily unto his arm as the two proceeded to the bedroom.
On the other hand Erwin heard his heart thump a bit. He was aware of the strange feeling, but he shrugged it off, knowingly that would be the one thing that might ruin his friendship with his best friend.
After seeing everyone retreat to their rooms. You immediately locked yourself in Erwin's bedroom, you hastily hid under his covers until he himself went to his room, he sighed after seeing your figure under his blanket.
"(y/n) what are yo-" You pulled him towards you. he fell unto the mattress as you situated yourself on top of him, both of your hands were on his chest, feeling him breathe in and out.
You were angry, enraged and most especially jealous. How could he do this to you? it hurts so much that you kind of assumed that both of you had a "THING". You planned to take all your rage to Erwin but brought yourself not to. but one thing had stopped you, 'what if I'll use him?'.
He was confused on your actions until you leaned closer to him, the blonde felt himself go tense as he noticed how gorgeous your eyes were. You leaned towards him until both your lips were inches apart, a scarlet glaze slowly crept on his cheeks as you closed the gap, forcing yourself to kiss him, he felt his inner desire taking over his body, deepening the kiss after he felt your mouth open up for him to enter and explore your cavern passionately. But he immediately pulled away after feeling warm drops of water falling from your eyes.
"I'll never have him Erwin, I lost." you admitted defeat, it seems that he understood what you felt and quickly pulled you into his arms as you sobbed into his comfortable chest. As soon as
he heard you quiet down, he smiled to the fact that your sleeping face looked adorable, he felt as if he needed to take care of you, he brought his hand to caress your cheek, and placed you down beside him, Erwin gave you a quick kiss on the forehead before realizing the fact that he might be slightly infatuated towards you.
"I know you Love him, but I'm sorry that I can't help myself for liking you (y/n)"